John has been gone 2 months now and I’m working out what the new normal is. I have to say the death administration is a nightmare and some of the people you have to deal with are just soft cock wankers.

We had the triplets 21st at the house and that was a nice celebration. Nice to have a good thing in the house.

The PC crapped out and I lost my shit at the girls about it – not their fault. PC has all our family videos and John’s photos on it. I’ve bought a new PC ( the old one was 14 years old) I restored and installed everything from John’s backups. Yay me. Yay John.

Went to the 10cc concert with alana last Friday. They were really good – better than I expected.

I’m going to the Gold Coast on Sunday on a golf trip. My first overseas trip in 10 years. Man how did that happen. I think I need this trip to break things up. Have been feeling very sad most days and now I’m sick so it feels like everything has caught up with me. Well that’s my new normal just now.